Defeated

It is all over.

Any hopes I had of us being able to repair our marriage are over.

He tells me that he wants to "see where things go" with his new girlfriend.

I have been thrown out, cast aside in favour of her, because she doesn't have the "baggage" that I have.

Fucked up hey???

Seven years of my life, I committed to this man.

I'm so fucking scared of stepping out on my own and rebuilding the fragments of my life.