It really hit me hard tonight, realising that my husband never looks at me with tenderness and a smile anymore.
He never calls me "hun" or "hunny bunny" like he used to. He is so cold and distant.
There are no snuggles on the sofa after dinner while we watch TV, no holding my hand as we go places.
No pinch on the bum which he always knew I'd tell him off for if he did it in public.
He's a changed man, he's like a stranger.
My heart is aching with so much sadness for the man I knew as my husband.
What happened to us?
I feel like it's all my fault, that I'm the one who has changed so much that there is nothing left to love anymore.
Nothing left to love.
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